21st October...

It's been a lovely day today. A proper autumn morning with splashes of sunshine. I mainly pottered around wondering why i don't feel like writing. I wish sometimes that my emotions and moods didn't get in the way of my work. But sometimes i just need to stop and think things over. I feel that something is looming on the horizon. I don't know what this is...but something weird. I got some nice news, i was offered 2 exhibition opportunities and also 2 last week. So thats nice...It's good to know that people want to show my work...It's what i've always wanted...and i want to prove to myself i can make wonderful work...it's always a challange, as i'm always doubting myself. Perhaps i need to get some self help books!!!! I also wondered whether i should buy a pipe!!!